Brad is preaching tomorrow,
and, as is our custom, I ask what the gospel is for this Sunday. (They rotate
on a yearly basis in the Episcopalian church; this year is the gospel according
to Mark.) Brad said it is Mark’s story
of the disciples traveling to Jerusalem with Jesus. He has told them that he is
going to be killed. They are in denial
and disbelief because, according to the Jewish tradition at that time, the
Messiah will reign supreme – literally, on this earth as a king. Not metaphorically or metaphysically as the
king of heaven. The disciples further argue among themselves who will be first
in the new reign of the messiah. (Kind of like, I think, arguing over who will
be chief deputy or prime minister.)
To use Buddhist language, Jesus
is telling them to accept things as they are, and, in effect, to turn toward his
suffering. I asked Brad what would have happened, hypothetically, if the
disciples did believe Jesus, did experience the deep pain of his eventual death.
Brad said, “Jesus would not
have been so alone and isolated.”
When Brad said this, I had an
insight into the first line of the Heart Sutra:
Avalokiteshvara
when deeply practicing prajna paramita clearly saw that all five skandas are
empty and thus relieved all suffering.
This teaching, I think, is
not something that a mystical bodhitattva has
done, that by her perceiving that all five skandas are empty of own-being,
has relieved or removed our suffering.
No, we are each
Avalokiteshvara practicing seeing that every constituent of individual being –
form, feeling, perceptions, thoughts and the container of consciousness – are not
fixed and separate from all other beings.
Inter-being is all that there is.
The suffering part is that we
see ourselves as separate and alone.
This is, perhaps, the fundamental basis of suffering. When turning toward our suffering in the
light of the reality that we are, in fact, one body of being, we could begin to
remove the suffering of isolation.
And when we don’t turn toward
our own suffering, we increase the suffering of others, just as Jesus had to
face the horror of the destiny of his crucifixion alone.
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